Feeling Icky

Idk what better word to express how I've been feeling, but...ICKY!

The weather this past week totally describes the way I've been feeling. I'm down to just 4 weeks and hopefully no longer than that. I know it really just comes down to when she's ready and I guess, if she decides to make her debut later than her expected arrival date then so be it. As long as she's healthy and in no harm. 

I've been asked the question 'How are you feeling?' a lot and I know it's because people care especially it being my last couple weeks of my pregnancy. I answer with a polite 'I'm doing well' or 'Great' with a smile, but deep down inside I'm really feeling unpleasant and I want to cry. I only do so because I don't want people feeling sorry for me and then asking 'What can I do for you?'. I appreciate it, but I honestly like handling things on my own and I don't like having people do stuff for me. Call me a hypocrite! I am so down when people need my help even when I'm not in my greatest shoes.

Every woman that has been pregnant or is pregnant would understand what these last few weeks feels like. When you're laying in bed on one side and you have to think 'Do I really want to switch over to my other side?' , when you need to use the restroom every 30 minutes (maybe less), even worse is when you're finally in a good sleep but you need to get up and use the restroom or when you're sleeping and you need to use the restroom and it takes you forever to get there. Lol. The list goes on, well for me it does. The toughest part now is when you're sitting down or laying down for a while and you get up and it feels like a ton of weights just dropped on your pubic bone. It even pains me to walk. :/ The joys of being pregnant! :) I wouldn't trade it for anything. As unpleasant as I feel now, I know when my baby girl enters into this world, those feeling's of pain and worries will clear up and nothing will matter but having and holding her. 

BLESSED&LUCKY to even experience pregnancy because I know some women don't get too!